How do you deal with this mixture of feelings?
Finally a night alone
And instead of getting the sleep a mother needs, she is trying to squeeze in all the activities that she wished to get done alone and undisturbed. And without the feeling of guilt that she is starting into the screen while she should be the role model and an attentive parent.
Time is the greatest issue since #myboy is there. Suddenly also my own limits, have become terribly real and impossible to ignore. And so, that is it for today, dear diary.